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TAG's avatar

Everything you say about the indie hustle is true, but part of indie cred was acting indifferent to the audience — maybe it was shyness or a genuine “I don’t give a shit,” but it was real. It’s hard to imagine top performers today going on tour and behaving the way a lot of indie bands behaved in the 90s.

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Never met any of the band members. I only saw Nirvana 2x. Because I worked out of the office that managed ‘Nevermind’ mixer Andy Wallace, I was one of the lucky few in the audience for their MTV: Live & Loud performance. It was just before or just as the album was breaking. The band knew what they had accomplished & Kurt was filled with joyful abandon.

The only other time I saw them was at NYC’s Roseland Ballroom on November 15, 1993. Having The Exploited’s John Duncan on board as second guitarist really messed with their chemistry. Plus I’m an empath. It was pretty clear to me that Kurt wanted to be anywhere else but there doing anything else but what he was doing. He was THAT not into it.

I was so disturbed/put off by the vibe Kurt projected from the stage I spent most of the concert downstairs seated in the lounge until the show ended. I was waiting on friends who had come down from Boston specifically for the gig.

Was extremely sad but not terribly surprised to learn of his suicide less than six months later.

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